Ave Salve

Ternyata memang hanya waktu yang bisa berikan jawaban Segala Kejadian harus dihadapi dengan tenang Allow your self and your mind to be calm Calm and feel the emotion grow Sometimes you just need a positive "Release" Find something positive to release the emotion! Hari ini kamu hebat banget! Hari ini kamu kuat banget! Terimakasih untuk diriku yang kuat! Terimakasih untuk anakku yang memberi kekuatan. Semoga aku terus bisa tenang dan kuat Menjalani kehidupan Karena tujuan ku masih sama "Grow old gracefully" Kalau lelah ingat istirhat. 

6 November 2024, Lawson (sembari menunggu bis Agra Mas) Beberapa hari lagi usiaku genap menginjak 28 tahun. Keadaanku saat ini mungkin hanyalah mimpi dulu ketika usiaku 20 tahun. Siapa sangka? aku yang berusia 26th sudah menikah dengan teman kuliahku (yang tak ku sangka sangka). Pernikahan indah di Bali yang dihadiri kedua orang tua, keluarga, dan orang orang yang kucinta. Dengan segala lika likunya kami berhasil mencapai tahap ini.  Siapa juga yang sangka? saat usia pernikahan 2 tahun ini kami sedang menanti kelahiran anak pertama. Pengalaman hamil menurutku sangat berkesan, melewati hari demi hari, minggu ke minggu, dan menghitung bulan, dapat ku simpulkam aku menikmati prosesnya, aku happy jadi ibu hamil. Pertanyaan ku selanjutnya adalah bagaimana ya rasanya melahirkan? apakah aku berhasil melahirkan pervaginam atau sesar? Bagaimana nanti wajah anakku?  Bagaimana rasanya merawat bayi? Bagaimana perubahan dinamika ku dengan pasangan setelah punya anak? Ah begitulah rasa pena...

Haiii, this is me again! Jan, Feb, March! omg and this is April already. There were several BIG changes happened this past month. Let me elaborate: In Desember I am going home with husband, spend several time with family and friends, having my hair cut and colored (i love it so much!) met novi and melukat as always. January came along, back home and work again. There's a moment were 3 of us having adult talk about future! very openminded. I start to develop new habit: going to tradisonal market every saturday or sunday and it was fun! Until the end of January we are ready to move to the new house. I was worry about the changes but Husband make sure it's gonna be alright. We're start living here on February first, and it's started to feel more and more comfortable as the day goes by. We buy new AC, Wifi, build the cabinet and sleep here since that. The first month living here was a very new experience for me, altought some part are still on renovation but the house can b...

Hey! long time no see, I'm writing this blog again after a very long break. My last blog was in August, as i writed about my half year of 2023 (you may want to check it).  This month is my birthday month! November 18th and I'm officially turning 27! what an age Right? Having this moment just to realize how amazing my life turn is so impeccable. Living on earth for 27 years! is that so amazing? I'm survived for this long and I wanna share my point of view about life it self as I see it.  Life is just way it is. The day a baby born he/she don't have any other option except living in it. My parents wanting me being their child is also a fact I can't denay. I have a twin is also a fact. having 2 other sisters and being born in Bali in 1996 is also an absolute fact. At the age of 1-15 I really don't have original point of view, I do as my parent told me which is focus on learning and school.  My child memory fill with nature, adventure, river, rice field, boys, and s...