Life as I see it.


Hey! long time no see, I'm writing this blog again after a very long break. My last blog was in August, as i writed about my half year of 2023 (you may want to check it). 

This month is my birthday month! November 18th and I'm officially turning 27! what an age Right?
Having this moment just to realize how amazing my life turn is so impeccable. Living on earth for 27 years! is that so amazing? I'm survived for this long and I wanna share my point of view about life it self as I see it. 

Life is just way it is. The day a baby born he/she don't have any other option except living in it. My parents wanting me being their child is also a fact I can't denay. I have a twin is also a fact. having 2 other sisters and being born in Bali in 1996 is also an absolute fact. At the age of 1-15 I really don't have original point of view, I do as my parent told me which is focus on learning and school. 

My child memory fill with nature, adventure, river, rice field, boys, and school. I dont really think about our condition at that time, when i don't have any rice to eat, or when my mother cry about don't have money for tomorrow, i really living in my own bubble. 

Then Junior high School came arround. this is where social life hit me hard. I remmember wearing my Naruto hat and was so confident wearing it to school went all the sudden somebody said it look ugly and childiss for junior high school student. What a shock realise people doesn't see things the way i see it. I start to have self doubt and be self-conscious.

It just part of life.

I celebrate my 27 by waking up in Saturday morning, have my long walk and enjoy the view, trees and flowers nearby. After that I go to market, buying several groceries, gojek home and enjoy the rest of the day. I think I also work on that day, very classic adulthood mode. 

Every day is special day. It doesn't have to be the exact date, but the next day I meet up with Amel and have cute little picnic at Tebet eco park and swiming after that. It was a lovely day.

What surprised me was the next day my college at work surprised me with dimsum cake, and it was moving, as my supervisor gave it and told me he was going to quit. Sweet and sour days.

Living this age is just a number (as i always told my self). Still have the same goal, which is "Growing old gracefully" enjoying my time in this earth cuz its the only oportunity that i had.

Everythings is gonnna be ok Din, i love you so much, and you are gonna be ok.


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